Thursday, June 2, 2011

The Old Days, Amazing:Truths About Conscious Awareness

The Old Days


The Old Days is from my book, Amazing: Truths About Conscious Awareness


The Old Days

From: Amazing: Truths About Conscious Awareness

It wasn’t, and still isn’t, necessary to go back very far to find radical contrasts.

Reminiscence alone tells stories that can make twenty or thirty years seem like a century.

Recently, the storyline is about increasing detachment, from nature as well as each other–and, in a strange way, from ourselves or parts of our multiple selves.

Communities and conversations have been discarded like relics from a pre-electrified era. Discussions, once a staple in communal sharing, are among the things we remember doing.



When I was a kid in the 1960s, we tossed around a joke about belonging.

“As an outsider,” one of us would quip, “how do you feel about the human race?”

I have no idea if this dig was popular outside my hometown, Binghamton, in upstate New York. Our universe was smaller, then, and everyone in mine heard this one. It was an ultimate put down, accepted casually. The pressure point applied was to do what ever you could to be a member, to be identified as similar to everyone else or be seen, otherwise, as less human.

Conformity versus nonconformity, the values of each, confronted us with a dichotomy rich and real enough that we argued about it as teenagers. There was a choice, we knew, and the majority usually won. What was in doubt was the level of ease in the victory and how many tagged along with it.

Into an intensely conformance-based culture wedged what became known as the counterculture or subculture. It was new to us, although Bohemians, Beatniks and jazz had been around for a decade and longer.

The counterculture was energized as a reaction to conventions that were too strict, shallow and exclusive. Some of us couldn’t fit in. Mass conformity required counterpoints for reference. Thinking objectively, others refused.

When I look at public images from the 1950s, I notice how formally everyone seems to be attired. Even at baseball games, men were in suits and women were in the background. My wife once gave me an Elliott Erwitt poster that showed Fifth Avenue congested with pedestrians in that era, and although a few exceptions could be seen, the men are in suits, the women dresses.

An American Dream...

Natalie Wood, 1960s
Natalie Wood, 1960s
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There were enough hats to keep a healthy corral of haberdashers busy, but none of the baseball variety.

Segregation was absentmindedly acknowledged in photographs of venues from Boston to Whatchamacallit, New Mexico, most clearly and blatantly in the South. The formal apparel everywhere shouts constraint. Rigidity maintains lies about what it is to be men and women underneath.

In the Fifties, post war America raced ahead of the rest of the world economically. Productivity in our factories surpassed every other nation, not by a little, by huge amounts. America, it seemed, had discovered its potential as conditions of war forced a unity that hadn’t existed previously, and momentum pulled everything with it. Whether we wanted it to happen or not.

Individuality got snuffed in the push forward.

In extreme times, as the 1950s were, radical contrasts were generated. As we began to believe as a society that nearly anything might be achieved, inevitably, voices were raised, questioning the values of unexamined enthusiasm. Leaks were sprung.

When I think about Kerouac’s On the Road (Penguin Great Books of the 20th Century), I can see it from one angle as a survey of where the worst cracks had started separating by mid-decade. In Howl and Other Poems (City Lights Pocket Poets, No. 4), Allan Ginsberg chronicled the lives of people gnawing at the edges of American conformity.

As the decade became history, minority groups from African-Americans to homosexuals showed they were no longer willing to shut up at the insistence of old white men. The majority – made a minority through disempowerment – women found louder voices.

A unexpected stage was set. Tom Brokaw may have declared his generation “The Greatest,” but he was wrong. Mine was. We were forced to deal with the ravages of white male dominance hardened by his. The cultural clashes were epic and unforgettable, so unforgettable that efforts are still made to stuff the truths of what happened into unmarked graves.

Remember the Sixties?
Wedding Dress, 1960s
Wedding Dress, 1960s
John French
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The United States came unglued, not from state to state as we had in the Nineteenth Century, but class from class, ethnic group from ethnic group, gender from gender, generation from generation, and across political persuasions. The cruelest social elements eventually won, as they usually do, but others took huge risks and left marks social conservatives still try to erase today, half a century later.

As with the ugliest scenes from our past, the genocide against American Indians, the savage corruptions of slavery, the carpet bombing of Japanese and German civilians–the list goes on–some are trying to complete the work of the persistent denial machine.

The John F. Kennedy we elected as we struggled out of the 1950s was a falsified persona that fit a popular, short-lived strain of idealism, but the split was still fifty-fifty. Without routine electoral cheating in Chicago, Nixon might’ve been president instead and history turned another way.

Imagine how different things might’ve been, had this marginal lunatic gotten his chance to lead in days less explosive than those he was elected into eight years later.

We’d be celebrating Tricky Dick as a great leader who led coolly through challenging times, if for no other reason than that he would not have been executed as Kennedy was. The undermining of the mythical American Dream might have been more gradual or halted.

Late in the 1960s, I sat in a scratched together outdoor cafe in Toronto with a group made up of draft dodgers, deserters and our Canadian hosts. Tables and chairs had been set out in a courtyard behind a church, the rear third of which had been designated an American Immigrants Hostel.

Young men fleeing the military machine were given bunks to sleep on while trying to gain landed status and find jobs. After days passed wandering around Yonge Street and trying to comprehend our circumstances, we stayed up late in the evenings, talking politics, talking about the war. Bobby Kennedy and Martin Luther King had both been killed and hopes for Hubert Humphrey’s election seemed desperate.

Even at that, Humphrey was a latecomer to the antiwar alliance and not considered dynamic enough or trustworthy. We were left with a hopeless revolution or exile, realistically.

Between the cigarettes and bad coffee, one of the things I remember most clearly from those conversations was the Canadian fear of an American poison seeping north across the border. Their new charismatic leader, Pierre Trudeau, might incite the extremes Kennedy had. Joe, the church sexton who was our main contact, feared American-style assassinations.

“With Diefenbaker, the guy we had before, what would’ve been the point?”

With Ike, too vanilla to excite the extremes, in office, we’d been just as secure.

What the murder of John F. Kennedy in 1963 gave my generation was the first serious deflation point for the American myth. Now, it was impossible to make an undiluted claim on cultural superiority.

The coverup that followed left us with a not always spoken distrust of our leaders. Younger generations have a healthy dose of that anyway, naturally, but ours got inflated. It grew, fueled by the abuses, especially in the old mosquito republics of the South, by establishment efforts to fend off demands for basic civil rights we’d been told everyone already had.

Plantation mentality ruled. Then, the military-industrial complex Eisenhower, himself a member, warned about captured the nations convictions and steered us into the Vietnam War, an event that, because it was so public in a time of expanded media attention, hobbled society like the Indian genocide and the fight to retain slavery did.

It wasn’t so much that the reasons for turning immense power against a tiny Third World country sounded shabby and dishonest, the immediate impetus faked, it was the obfuscation of the powers behind the decisions that shattered credibility.

Supercharged by the epic paranoia that followed World War II, the invisible and unelected government of the United States gained ground against the one we believed we’d voted for.

When the cruelty xenophobia justified caught us and we stopped asking enough questions of our leaders, taking the elixir of patriotism instead, effete elected officials, for the most part, opted to stay in power by keeping in line.

Worth Fighting For
Brigitte Bardot, 1960s
Brigitte Bardot, 1960s
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As a generation, mine had the choice of fighting back without much grownup help or joining the killing and dying in Asia. Most chose to kill and die, believing that winning vindicates murders and destruction. Didn’t we have history and destiny on our side?

As the countercultural trend toward nonconformity and individual freedom, later disparagingly recast as “the hippie movement,” was nudged by war and civil rights into a political position, experiments in turning on, dropping out and expanding consciousness were marginalized.

Flower power was no match for napalm dropped on civilians in front of cameras or the fear generated by shoot to kill orders to control unarmed civil disobedience. The dinosaurs saw their control eroding and, as usual, imagined only violence and threats as answers. The alienation was permanent.

We might already have lost before they murdered unarmed students at Kent and Jackson State Colleges. But we went less visible, not away.

The cultural hash continued to be stirred. Generations following ours were conditioned differently, alerted to a world full of dangers and symptoms we didn’t have. Never again would a ragtag bunch of ingrates and smart asses be granted power to shake things up as we did.

David Stone
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